However you look at it, it's always coming back to you. Whether it's just a memory of being sorry or simply a sip of the real world. You know you can't go back and make things right, because it's just the way thing work. Dreaming will eventually kill you, even if it's only that part of you which only tried to do something and take full responsability for it or that one true self that suffers from every single lie.
You won't know what hit you when things start to go wrong, because that part of reality is only for making you feel guilty and reminiscing about right or wrong.
The tear that falls on your cheek is that part of the truth that you hate the most, that holds a grudge on your lies, that you will eventually cover for. It's nothing but a way of being held responsible for something you have never thought will happen, for a small part of happiness. And what happens to that happine
ss in the end? It fades away, being knocked over by your overrated lies, full of unrelated stories, creating a road back to your old self and worse, making your life a living hell.
A tear is suppossed to be a simple way of showing your dissappointment or happiness, but under some uncreative ideas it has been proven that it's only the leftover of the truth you are trying to hide so hard. What will eventually happen? You will fall in a black hole, the Black Hole of lies, the sort of place that scares you more than Hell. It's that place where you are covered in your own lies, our only escape being the part where you're telling the truth.
Avoiding such nonsense as "telling the truth" the only good thing that could happen to you is death, mental death.
Eaten by your own fully made up fairytales, it won't take long till you'll end up with a blank face.Don
't try to fa
ke yourself, don't try to prove yourself through lies, don't try to analize and compare lies cause you won't get a second chance if caught. You'd be dead by the end of the week.
So..be carefull and wash your teeth before going to sleep.
